Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

TO DO list:

I have so much homework I have to do. It's horrible. I realized I'm lacking a social life, more and more. Beautiful thing about school is it ends one day. Can you tell I'm excited?! I don't feel well either. I've been dizzy and nauseous. Appetizing I know. The bright side of my day was my 92% on my mineral test in Geology today. Not half bad! The silly things in life. Oh Letter-grade, you've caused me so much stress. Thanks for paying off! 

I give everything over to You Lord

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Nike Shoes Made to Praise God

"I'm taxi to Kentucky where they don't even know all about me. 
I just need'a feel safe. 
I got thousands of sweaters, shoes, and painting to hide.
 Skeletons in my bed. I'm goin away"

So I'm on this journey. I never saw coming. I've met more people that are famous then I ever thought I would. And there is even more to come. The people that supposedly live the LIFE. Money, V.I.P parties, the flashy clothes, the ideal life, several people dream to have. I've met, hugged, shook hands, and taken pictures with these pop icons and unfortunately the word that could best describe the experience is disappointment. Cause when it comes down to it, and you look at these humans who have regret and failures, successes and accomplishments just like all of us...Their fame fizzles to nothing. Reality hits when I see them backstage getting ready to perform, just like me, and their not on TV or videos, they're face to face with me? Through the meeting and greeting of these legends, icons, and people of high prestige, I have the strongest desire to stay humble. To never let the cameras, fans, treatment, or "fame" ever get to my head. To never view myself above anyone. To always remember I'm here because this is simply my journey. Where I am is where I am, and through it I only want to be the best example I can be. I know I've burned some chances to be an example, but I don't want to give up on trying. People have told me that "I'm different then everyone else. Down to earth and caring like they've never felt." That's what I want. I want people, famous or homeless to see the God's light beaming through my every action. Hard but not impossible. In fact, I've put a lot of thought into this topic, aside from writing, and to be honest, when I meet and perform it never seems to match the feeling I get when I'm worshipping God by myself. Eye's closed, on my knees, with hands raised. Matchless feeling. I can't wait to see the doors open or if it's in my journey to watch doors close. All I know at this point is that God has big things planned. 

I WILL ALWAYS BE GOD'S PERFORMER BEFORE THE WORLDS PERFORMER


I give everything over to You Lord