Saturday, June 30, 2007

His World

Washington... Is a beautiful beautiful Place...

Cold and Rainy. But very nice for a change.

I love seeing new places! And... I love learning new things!

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

While you're here

A little yellow dress means you want to be noticed
And a white skirt let's you flirt

A red silk dress means you are ready to impress
And set of black heals means you have everything to reveal

A polka dot shirt means you are ready to dance
And a pair of purple glasses means your ready to take a chance

A pinned up hair-do means you're ready for the day
And a pair of flip flops means you can run in the rain

A knee length pair of plaid shorts means you're carefree and fun
And a silver diamond ring means there can only be one

A gold strand of necklesses means your daring
And a green pair of earing's means you're more then caring

A backless black shirt means you're not ashamed
And a white summer dress means you'll never be tamed


~Simply on my mind

Monday, June 18, 2007

Power Of Reflection




















Cousin Love








My cousins who are out in Arizona for 2 and 1/2 weeks!
I love them.

Lyrics

Say goodnight and go.

Skipping beats,
Blushing cheeks.
I am... struggling..
Daydreaming,
Bed scenes in... the corner cafe
And then I'm left in bits recovering tectonic... tremblings
You get me every time.

Why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you..
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well..
Say goodnight and go.

Follow you home,
You've got your headphones on
And you're dancing
Got lucky;
Beautiful shot:
You're taking everything off
Watch the curtains wide open
And you're following the same routine;
Flicking through the TV, relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone..

Oh, why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you,
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well..
Say goodnight and go.

One of these days,
You'll miss your train,
And come stay with me...
{It's always say goodnight and go}
We'll have drinks,
And talk about things and,
Any excuse to stay awake with you...
You'd sleep here,
I'd sleep there,
But then the heating may be down again,
At my convenience...
We'd be good,
We'd be great together...

Go (sigh)
{Instrumental pause}

Why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you,
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well..
Say goodnight and go.

Why's it always always:
goodnight and go?
Oh, Darling not again,
Goodnight and... go...

Thursday, June 14, 2007

I'm Sorry

"It burns to know all i can do is wish you well."

For every night you made me laugh so hard i cried
for everyday you text me to make sure I'm doing just fine

I'm to blame for crushing your heart.

For every promise i broke
and.. to the ones you've kept

I'm to blame for crushing your heart.

For the the seamless cold reasons
for the reason yet to be understood

I'm to blame for crushing your heart.

For the times i wouldn't tell you how i felt
for the times you somehow got it out

I'm to blame for crushing your heart.

For the times i forgot to keep you accountable
for the times you never let me forget

I'm to blame for crushing your heart.

For the hurt i caused the people that care about you
for the hurt i caused you personally

I'm to blame for crushing your heart.

For the times you called to make sure i was home safe
for the times i didn't want to leave you

I'm to blame for crushing your heart.

I'm to blame for crushing our world.

You're the most forgiving person

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Mommy's Hospital Stay

My mom was going to the hospital to have her Kidney stone sound blasted and come home the same day to recover.

God... had very different plans for her.
See now, you don't understand the work and care my mom puts into life, it is literally ridiculous. She is one of the hardest working people i have been in contact with. I feel like i wont ever measure up to the standard she has set as a loving mom. She's Amazing. Now with the hard working hands and continuous running mind comes stress, an over abundant of stress. Mommy Sonja is willing to do anything to please people and make people happy, but more then half the time she forgets about herself.

... So, as i went back to the Hospital at around 5:10pm to pick my mom with our family/friend Tunda and Tucker Tagging alone to help me after her supposed Kidney sound blast i walk to the front desk of the hospital and ask where my mom is located and where i can pick her up. She said to me that she had not yet gone in, confused for a moment we all figured that it was just a busy day and the doctor was full with patients. Ridding the Elevator up we headed down the long hallway and asked the person on that floor where my mom was. She told me that she would find out what's going on. Out coming around the corner comes a nurse and says to us with a worried voice, "Sonja isn't going to do the Kidney sound blast because of high blood pressure, we are unable to finish it and we are actually quite worried. Let me take you in to see her."

Through two doors we walked and around the corner i saw my Mommy laying in bed...





I wont say that i was worried because that wasn't my first reaction, But i did want my mom to say that she was okay.

After seeing her blood pressure was up around 202/98 i started to realize the concern, but they gave her medicine to lower it and it was slowly going back to normal.
After making sure things were okay they moved her to a personal room where they continuously check her heart.






They said she had to spend the night and only one could stay. So my sister was going to and i was going to go home to an empty house because of the business trip my dad was on. Instead my brother and sister-in-law said they would sleep on one little chair together, so my sister and i both went home to sleep and go back to the hospital the next morning.
Mommy Sonja slept a little through the night and when my sister and i returned to the hospital around 9:00 my mom was gone taking tests and returned to her room at 1:45 or so. She finally got to eat after a long two days of Hospital time.






So, the doctors haven't figured out anything, but they let her go and gave her blood pressure pills. We just are living by prayer day to day. She's doing better.

Thanks for the needed support every family members and friend gave, My sisters and my brother and i really are thankful for each of your prayers and care.















They let mommy Sonja come home...










Although the Cafeteria food wasn't always the greatest, we all knew how much my mom had given for us that we couldn't complain one bit.






Friday, June 1, 2007

Verses...

Proverbs 24:3-4
3 "By wisdom a house is built,
and through understanding it is
Established;
4 though knowledge its rooms are filled
with a rare and beautiful treasures.


One of my favorite Verses is-
Proverbs 24:26
26 "An honest answer
is like a kiss on the lips"

Graduation!

Graduation day!!!!!

I'm, excited, scared, nervous, worried, undeserving, and at peace all at the same time.... I'm still in shock to think i actually made it but then i realize who was helping me... It's ALL because of Him!