I love that

Filled with a thousand little voice in my head.

It's a friday night, and all I want to do is.... stay in bed.

You always thought I was stronger.

I have to much weighing on my heart.

Gasping for breath, I am inches away from drowning in my own thoughts. Everything is a hassle, I am tired and really a little bit lonely.  Still I don't want to fight for friendships because I am to weak. To weak to fight. 

I hate love songs right now.

I hate boyfriend and girlfriends right now.

I hate romance right now.

I hate those stupid boys that holler at me like, "Hey baby," "What up shawty." Always.

I hate that my hands have no one else's hand to hold right now.

I hate that I said yes to William 

I hate that I see my teachers at school, more then I see my friends right now. 

I hate that I have no friends right now.

I hate that I don't look how I'd like.

I hate cars that drive really stupid right now.

I hate that I'm hating so much right now.

I hate this.

I give everything over to you Lord