Still Thanking...

I never knew they thought it'd applied to me

But I guess they thought differently. 

Apologizing was simply my goal

Scolding is what happen to unfold.

As tears streamed down my face

I was left abandoned, fearful and not safe. 

The bathroom floor is where I hit my hands and knees

Raised head, whispering, "God Please."

This is a battle that includes no one but You and me

I will wrestle with it until I truly find relief.

I am trying to listen carefully to God's perfect guidance  

Aside from all my emotions I will sit and hear in silence.

I can still smile, and I can still laugh

I, thankfully this time, don't feel trapped. 

 

 I give everything over to You Lord