Working so early can some times take a toll on you. Not only because I arrive at work at 5:30 in the morning, but because when everything is quiet and no one is around, you have time to hear yourself think. I sit in the back on our Coffee Plantation computer as my manager lays down on the couches in the front because of her late night partying that she did and i think about life a little. I think about how i have effected people negatively, how I've pushed someones feelings aside for what i wanted, i feel bad when it's so quiet. I feel bad that I'm so selfish. I realize how much school has taught me, how people don't care about hardly anything. I sat next to two young men as the talked about drugs, they swapped phone numbers so that they can buy off of each other, it's so sad, it's so unpleasing to the Lord.
Life tears at you sometimes. It's hard.
KEEP GOING WHEN NOTHING IS LEFT.
Life tears at you sometimes. It's hard.
KEEP GOING WHEN NOTHING IS LEFT.
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