Friday, September 24, 2010

1 John 4:7 Kind of Love

We can believe and have faith in a hope that will not disappoint, when we live in a generation that is used to disappointment.

We do not need to conform to the world because there is a higher way of thinking and living.

Those who are in authority will be judged on how they use it, we'll be judged on how we respond to them.

Surrendering to God will bring legitimate change.

--Some points I got at Vertigo while listening to Pastor Jason Parrish. Awesome Word! 

I give everything over to You Lord 

In Your Love

"For attractive lips, speak
words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out
the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food
with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child
run his fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with
the knowledge you'll never walk alone...

People, even more than things,
have to be restored, renewed, revived,
reclaimed, and redeemed and redeemed and redeemed.
Never throw out anybody.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand,
you'll find one at the end of your arm.
As you grow older you will
discover that you have two hands.
One for helping yourself,
the other for helping others."

By: Sam Levenson

I love following my cousins blog because she posts beautiful things, such as this! 

I give everything over to You Lord 

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Prayer

God has been laying on my heart... The oh so important world of prayer! &.&.& isn't it a beautiful thing? I believe God wants to build my faith to a strong more powerful reliance on Him. God is always concerned with getting our attention and all of our attention for that matter. So what better way to get our attention by laying on my heart the need I have to talk with Him more. Mad, happy, sad, elated, discouraged, hopeful, and burdened He excepts me just the way I am. We all want someone to talk to at one point or another that will just listen and except the exact place you're at. 

I truly believe that God wants to fulfill my prayers and desires for others and myself. He just really wants me to spend time asking and seeking and trusting even more. Totally understandable, He wants me to build an ever so strong relationship with Him, daily! I feel so honored and important that He has been burdening my heart with the lack of time I've been spending out of communication with Him. I say honored because God is a perfect God and He wants me? The most unperfected person you'll ever encounter, that's me! 

So, as I take this new journey in my walk with God I'm excited to see the blessing given and received. He promised me he would be faithful threw every circumstance and I have yet to find a flaw in His promises! Just humbled that a great big God like Him cherishes a small person like me. 

I am dedicating this post to prayer and want to encourage those who do pray regularly to keep up the communication with God. For those who may not pray and have a relationship with God, I encourage to seek out and pursue a relationship with Him, He's so cool! 

I give everything over to You Lord 

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

The Rigmarole of Life


  You know the day's that never seem to end? 

The day's you try to decide if showering or sleeping is more important.
The day's you want to skip life and run away to somewhere with a beach.
The day's that remind you of the reason why you wake up in the morning.
The day's that make you wanna stay in bed all day and watch movies.
The day's that your tennis shoes get dusted off and used. 
The day's you celebrate the life of a new member to the world.
The day's you morn the passing of a once living member of this life.
The day's that put life in perspective and you realize you don't have it so bad.
The day's you smile because you can't cry anymore. 
The day's you live to serve others.
The day's you want to just be served.
The day's your friends and family show you the depths of their support for you.
The day's you want to dance when no one is looking.
The day's you want to dance when everyone is looking. 
The day's that capture your "Firsts".
The day's that capture your "Lasts".
The day's you find beautiful but not many others do.

The day's you choose to live intentional and with purpose and meaning.


I give everything over to You Lord

Sunday, August 29, 2010

I Love Building Memories



This girl means more to me then she'll ever know. Throughly a blessing! 

I give everything over to You Lord

Monday, August 16, 2010

These Day's Of Mine

I posted Friday how my parents went out of town for a week, and it's proving to be quite an eventful week thus far. It always seems like everything falls apart when the parents go out of town. Now, why is that?!

Woke up, ate left over french toast that I made for breakfast Sunday morning and then threw some laundry in the washer before 12:00. My mother has trained me well, you know those darn peek hours! My best friend slash boy friend has been really sick so I got him and went to urgent care because he needed antibiotics. The cost for his visit would have been 120 dollars with an online coupon given to him from the nice older women working behind the dest. Although, Dan's check from work hadn't gone through all the way so he didn't have enough to pay for his visit. So without being seen Dan and I went to the health food store to try to kill his virus the natural way. We go up to the juice bar and ask for a 2oz shot of wheat grass, and to are amusement they were all out of wheat grass. Wonderful! So, we got back in my 110 degree car and headed over to whole foods. We were able to get two 2oz wheat grass shots and headed back home. My sister, Rachel, and Dan's brother, Luke, are married, and God laid on their heart to save money for someone, they didn't know who, but they obeyed. We shared how Dan couldn't see the doctor because with no insurance and his check not going through he simply didn't have enough money. Rach and Luke, being such generous givers, told Dan that they felt led to give him the money they were saving and surprise, surprise it was enough for the doctors visit and the prescription. What a blessing, right?

I sat back and watched how the obedience that Rachel and Luke had to the Lord ended with such an amazing blessing. Family! It's a beautiful thing!

So, as Dan and I ran back to urgent care, waited a lovely hour and a half, saw the doctor and paid his dues and we went on our way to Safeway. Put his prescription in and shopped for dinner. Got the food, paid, picked up the prescription and finally arrived home. The sweet help of my sister aloud me not to worry about the dogs being fed, or the dishes being washed, she knew the stress I've been under and totally lifted a burden off.

So I threw together a caesar salad, made Dan some chicken broth and added some plain noodles from the dinner I made the night before and we had three full tummies in no time! After dinner my sister and I walked the dogs and somehow I ended up here, at 10:17 writing. Phew!

It has been a busy day, a long, tiring, busy day. I am still worrying about how I'm going to handle adding school into the mix. But dear God, You know me best, please just suit my needs for the days ahead. I know You will. I love you, keep my parents safe.


I give everything over to You Lord

Friday, August 13, 2010

"If You Really Knew Me..."

Good morning Friday! Parents left to Cancun this morning at 7, so I'm left as the women of the house. Taking care of the two puppies, cooking, cleaning, going to school, dancing, doing youth, and throwing the baddest party ever. Okay, okay, the last one isn't true, but I do definitely have a full plate. Woke up and made a dinner list for the week. Went shopping for the food and fed the dogs their afternoon snack! Flipped on the TV and my attention was caught by a show called "If you really knew me."

It showed the challenges teens face during their high school years. The rejection from friends and other students or family members, deaths, back stabbings, issues, concerns, and struggles. It exposed the truths and realities behind every smiling face walking in the halls of their high school. This was intended to break down the barriers of bulling, racism, popularity, and cliches. As the students exposed the truths and secrets about their lives. One young boy shared that his parents can't take care of him so he lives with his cousin and it's caused him to face a really hard 2 years, and is still going through it. Another young man exposed the guilt he felt for the death of two boys at his school, although he really could not have changed it the shame still rages in him. There was a young girl who was shocked about the stories she was hearing and felt blessed that she had both parents and an innocent childhood growing up.

The stories were remarkable, and I sat watching with tears running down my face because my heart was so heavy for these young teens. Each and everyone of them are desperate for a Savior and don't even know it. This show inspires me to be aware of the real, painful realities that people are facing around me. To not be ignorant or blinded by my own battles that I am become unable to lend a hand to those around me. I'm reminded once again how much I truly love people. I'm very passionate about seeing growth, expectancy, change, and inspiration.


I give everything over to You Lord